Current mood:

dirty

Atlanta, Georgia
January 12,2003

I've been more guarded than normal...Reece is worried. I know he wonders why I don't use my Magicks fact is that right now I can't afford to. We've been living with Jensen for almost 2 years, the entire time he's hit me and forced sex on me, the first time he hit me I flashed back to the days of Lord Brighton, before I 'died' he would try to make me forget William. So upon falling back on that reflex I've kept Reece safe. Now are the times I wish William was around, Reece is always angry now but the binding of the magick holds tight. Reece walked in the other day and saw Jensen doing his thing, I never dared to scream butt his fight was in the livingroom and reece came home from school, I had to make him go to his room so he didn't flip out. That was the last straw! I can handle everything that's dished out but when my son sees it..all bets are off. We Leave at midnight.